Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Hellos!
Haven't posted for a long time.
Anyways, its holidays!
And I think I made serious mistakes...
Not just one, but many.
I really need to change.
I mean, I like myself as it is,
But sometimes, I think I'm too different.
Haha.
I still don't fit in in school. D;
Haha.
But God will have a way.
Tonight I'll pray, pray hard.
And tomorrow, I'll change.
I'll be different.
All my past wrongs, please forgive me, my friends.
Because I will and truely will change.
But in any case, I wont change being HYPER!
Ok, tomorrow...

BAND OUTING! :DDDDDDDDDDD
I really CANT WAIT!
CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT WAIT! XD
Hmmm... I don't know what to expect though.
Just... Lots of fun, I guess!
And yeah, hope tomorrow won't have any awkward-ness.
Yeah, between us.
Though you all should really know,
How it feels like to be alone,
To be deserted.
I hope I'm just being sensitive about it.
But then again, time will tell.
I just spent too little time here, I guess.
Haha.
Oh well...
Tomorrow, what to wear?
Zan told me not to overdress.
But how is overdressed?
Haha.
I'm still trying to pick out my simple clothes,
But in any case,
ITS MY STYLE! :D
Haha.

It's been such a long time since I posted.
Haha.
I really really miss my old friends.
Those who really accept me as who I am.
The crazy side of me.
It can be good or bad.
They see it as good.
But my new friends, see it as bad.
That's why, its so difficult.
Haha.
I miss the times I could go as crazy as I want to.
Too bad it's all in the past.
I have to keep moving on and on.
Haha.
Maybe I'll find my real friends in Sec 3 or Sec 4.
Its usually when you're graduating soon then you realise who your good friends are.
Haha.
Maybe because I keep changing school. -.-
Then when I'm going to leave, I find my true friends.
Haha
When you appreciate something, its when you lose it.
How sad life is.
But still, I'll continue finding the bright sides.
:D

Today 09/09/09!
Happy "09" Day! :D

~Jelly <3

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Yo!
Haven't posted for long???
Haha.
Anyways, some things happened. Oh well. I still don't understand why people will hate me cause of _________. Hahaha! But anyways, time will tell. It'll be different. At least I hope. Not that I despo to be their friends larhs. Just that, they don't have to judge me like that, rights???
And also, today was our senior, Faith's, birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope you like the present!!
So funny. Zhenna went to ask Bernice what time they are gonna be dismissed. Haha. Then Bernice asked why. Then Zhenna was like, "I am NOT A STALKER!" HAHAHAHAHA!
Then we spend the whole morning trying to wrap the present!!! The wrapping paper got holes in it so I dashed down to buy more wrapping paper.
Then during class Zhenna made the card! Hahahaha! It was BEAUTIFUL.
Then we waited for Faith after school. Felt so pai seh can!!! Hahahaha. But we had fun lorhs. Zhenna and Julia dont want to wash their uniforms cause Faith hugged each of us. HAHA! They so funny!!!
Oh well. Overall, today was intersting! :D

Friday, July 31, 2009

It was never meant to be there.
Us, we were supposed to stay together forever.
There shouldn't be this big gap in the middle between us.
I thought we both agreed on that,
we would not fall apart,
because we're different from others.
But we ARE the same as them.
We're all the same.
Its so sad that,
we've gone on our separate ways.
I made it a point to call you every Friday night,
but you always do not have the time for me.
Why is this so?
I didn't want to break it off like this...
I missed you, and always wished you were in SMSS.
This bond of friendship,
is it that easy to break off???
Why, why, why...
Sure, I'm enjoying my Secondary school life.
But then,
It feels like, we were never close friends in the first place.
But we were.
And it never felt as if,
We were even friends.
It feels as if,
you're a complete moron, a complete stranger.
Why must you be like this??




I was wrong.
You didn't keep your promise.
You never did.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Woah. My blog's FREAKING DEAD. Haha!
SO much time has passed. :D
I love school.
I got into band.
What could be better!
Hahaha!
Everyone's so nice...
Though I know some people are kindda... Starting to dislike me?
Ah, but I don't mind.
Because its not even because of who I am.
That I know.
But its because of who I'm friends with.
Heh!
I ABSOLUTELY DISLIKE PEOPLE LIKE THAT.
But then, again,
Can't help if they're like that.
I'm still dreaming, am I?
I had dreams like that every night in Mongolia.
Now its real.
Its so lovely.
Haha.
And well,
I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSS! (Kindly note that I am not les, thanks. :D)

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Yo!
Today was a great day.
Walked with YunHui, Julia and Sherwyn to the bus stop.
Those 3 seriously don't stop talking.
Haha.
Then Sherwyn's bus came.
And then she left.
She was worried I would feel left out with them.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
NO!
I cant wait till tomorrow.
GONNA VISIT SMPS BANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
HAha!
SEE YA TOMORROWWWWWWWW!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Hello!
So answer to many people: School's great, but Sherwyn's dead. She's going to be officially murder by me, because she left me alone for the whole stupid week. Without her its soooo boring. I never really thought of that. Haha. But she's coming on Tuesday! *Rejoices* I can't wait!

And yeah, trying to create a new blogskin. But these days no time. Got time=FACEBOOK. Haha! And got this girl, JiaQi, from 1e5, she's real nice. Haha. I really appreciated all her effort to make me feel welcomed. Though she's only in my HMT class...

And, I've been ZanZan-hunting! Tried and tried to find her.... At last, found her on THURS. SCARED HER! WAHAHAHAHAHA! SO HAPPIES!

And well, I still have a looooooooooong time before I think I can go crazy in class like last year. I haven't been going crazy lately. Angeline IS, TECHNICALLY, CRAZY. And well, I <3 school. Haha. I wish The Random People were all in SMSS. Han Wen and Dion and me is, but Priya and Sherilyn and Belle are not. If SheriPIG and Belle were in SMSS, I think the teachers would ABSOLUTELY HATE US. *DING!*

Tomorrow's 5th July. Brings back memories. I had my old diary of 5th July last year. It was one of the best days of my life... You see, it was... Our school's funfair!

Me and Sherilyn obviously went mad. We sat on the P1 rides and stuff. IMAGINE. P6s on the rides meant for P1 and P2s. HOW EMBARASSING. Haha.

Oh well. Talk about memories. I know I'll build more here in SMSS for the next 4 years. So now I'll just try to fit in. SHERWN NG, YOU GOTTA HELP ME!

Thanks for reading this random post. And to all the Random People, I miss you! <333