Happy Birthday Julia!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JULIA TAN!

Hellos!
Haven't posted for a long time.
Anyways, its holidays!
And I think I made serious mistakes...
Not just one, but many.
I really need to change.
I mean, I like myself as it is,
But sometimes, I think I'm too different.
Haha.
I still don't fit in in school. D;
Haha.
But God will have a way.
Tonight I'll pray, pray hard.
And tomorrow, I'll change.
I'll be different.
All my past wrongs, please forgive me, my friends.
Because I will and truely will change.
But in any case, I wont change being HYPER!
Ok, tomorrow...

BAND OUTING! :DDDDDDDDDDD
I really CANT WAIT!
CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT WAIT! XD
Hmmm... I don't know what to expect though.
Just... Lots of fun, I guess!
And yeah, hope tomorrow won't have any awkward-ness.
Yeah, between us.
Though you all should really know,
How it feels like to be alone,
To be deserted.
I hope I'm just being sensitive about it.
But then again, time will tell.
I just spent too little time here, I guess.
Haha.
Oh well...
Tomorrow, what to wear?
Zan told me not to overdress.
But how is overdressed?
Haha.
I'm still trying to pick out my simple clothes,
But in any case,
ITS MY STYLE! :D
Haha.

It's been such a long time since I posted.
Haha.
I really really miss my old friends.
Those who really accept me as who I am.
The crazy side of me.
It can be good or bad.
They see it as good.
But my new friends, see it as bad.
That's why, its so difficult.
Haha.
I miss the times I could go as crazy as I want to.
Too bad it's all in the past.
I have to keep moving on and on.
Haha.
Maybe I'll find my real friends in Sec 3 or Sec 4.
Its usually when you're graduating soon then you realise who your good friends are.
Haha.
Maybe because I keep changing school. -.-
Then when I'm going to leave, I find my true friends.
Haha
When you appreciate something, its when you lose it.
How sad life is.
But still, I'll continue finding the bright sides.
:D

Today 09/09/09!
Happy "09" Day! :D

~Jelly <3