Saturday, March 28, 2009

HALLLLLLLLLLLLO!!!!!!!!! :D
Funny things that happened hereeee! PLEASE READ:

1) One day, we were in the driver's car wth one of my dad's colleague. He's 20 something,
and his name is Jay, so I'll refer to my sister as CP, k?
CP: What's your name?
Jay: I'm Jay.
CP: Huh? What? Jane? Isn't that a girl's name?
Jay: No, Jay.
CP: Huh? Jade? You're a Jade?
Jay: NO, JAY.
CP: WHAT?! YOU'RE GAY?!?!
Jay: ... *sighs*

2) Ok, so continued from the car...
CP: Ok, Jay gay, can I tell you a joke?
Jay: Ok.
CP: (says joke to me and him)
Jay: Oh ok. (after joke)
Me: (didn't laugh either) erm... OK?
CP: (keeps on laughing at her own joke) HaHAHA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!AHAHA!
Me and Jay: ...

3) Another time, I was looking at the Alphabet keychains.
CP: What Christian name shall I have?
Me: Dunno...
CP: Hmmm.... Lets look at the alphabets...
(Since the alphabets were in random order, I came across the letter "Z")
CP: Ah HA! Letter "Z"... How bout Zaneta?! Its a NICE NAME FOR ME!
Me: ... Zan'll probably kill you...

Lol. Today I went to Yamaha Showroom! Woots<33333. Then I saw DRUM SETS. One full set=SDG$1,000. Then saw GUITARS. Acoustic. Haha. Cheapest=SDG$1o1... Most ex=SDG$559. HAHA! Lol. But I dunno how much drum sets and guitars are... Never buy before mahs. But I bought DRUMSTICKS. SDG$3.50 <33333333 DRUM STICKSS, I LOVE YOU!!!
Haha. SOO HAPPY. But then now neither Zan nor Sharon Chew X.X now Kimberley nor Sherwyn is online... = BOREDOM. No onee to talkieeeeee. Haha! Oh well. NARUTO TIME. BBBBBBBB!!!!!!!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Kawaii
died
yesterday
right
on
my
hands
yesterday
morning...
.
At first,
I noticed her.
Lying still,
in the cage.
We thought,
she was only sleeping.
But,
she looked weak.
We took her out,
and placed her on the ground.
She tried to stand,
but fall sideways at each attempt.
I held back my tears,
knowing her time has probably comed,
but I didn't want to believe it.
I carried it up,
and it layed still.
I put my thumb to her heart,
and felt her heartbeat slowing, slowing.
I couldn't stand it.
I used my fingers,
and pressed her chest,
again and again.
Praying silently,
with tears streaming again and again.
"God, give me a miracle,
make her live,
because she's still young.
God, please give me a miracle.
God, where are you?
Can't you help me?"
I pumped and pumped,
and its heartbeat grew faster.
it started to breathe, too.
I mummured a prayer of thanks,
then put it down.
It tried to get up,
but fell again.
Tears couldn't stop coming.
I didn't like to cry.
I love being a cheerful girl that was always smiling,
but in the end,
I was still the crybaby.
I picked it up.
It stopped breathing.
I pumped harder and faster.
Still crying very hard.
And praying.
Then it started to breathe.
But soon,
Stopped.
I cried and cried and stopped to feel for a pulse,
but there was nothing.
I could hear my own heartbeat getting faster.
My sister said the harsh words:
"It is dead"
But I didn't stop pumping.
Then my mother spoke kindly,
that I had to let go of it.
I put in down and ran to the room
locked the door,
then slammed my head at my pillow,
And sobbed my heart out.
Crying, crying.
Praying.
"God, why did you have to do that?
I did take care of it properly.
I watched its diet.
I didn't mistreat it.
I loved it.
I was careful with it.
Why did you take all my 4 beloved pets away,
and gave me this life?
Without my friends,
without my pets.
With only my family.
What was it all?"
I didn't understand.
But,
I understood soon.
All thanks to the Bible.
God spoke to me indirectly.
and I was glad,
because their deaths were not wasted,
they were part of God's big plan for me,
and so,
I will be part of that big plan,
and do my job.
Thats just me.

To keep smiling forever~
And bring joy to others~
Be someone that helps everyone,
That's the goal of my life~
Thats it.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Heys everyone.
Haven't posted for long eh? I have 3 pieces of news:
1. Usagi died.
2. We bought 2 more rabbit, Kousagi and Kawaii. Kousagi belongs to me and Kawaii belongs to my sister.
3. Kousagi died the following day (today) and Kawaii is PERFECTLY FINE.

Surprised? I'm practically some kind of unlucky jinx. Lol. First Biscuit, then Usagi, then Kousagi. Darn it. Totally, totally stupid and annoying. WHAT THE HECK DID I DO WRONG?! Should have listened to Zan when she told me not to buy anymore. Great. Everything would be perfectly fine. But I didn't listen. Now I hate myself more than ever. And my dad and my sis insists on me buying ANOTHER ONE. WHAT?! No thank you. I'm scared stiff, and so is my mum. Haha. But my dad said learning how to be able to accept losing something is good. Yeah, but doesn't mean we keep killing the poor bunnies. Haha. Maybe I'm unsuitable for keeping pets. Oh well. Looks like I'll continue to be the jelly that wobbles and bounces around. Haha. And I won't cry anymore. I'm the Always-Smiling-Jelly! Lol. What happened to me suddenly? Haha. Ok, byebye!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERILYN CHEW!
LAST YEAR, I GAVE YOU A TEAPOT AND YOU GAVE ME A CUP. UNFAIRNESS.
SO THIS YEAR YOU'LL GIVE ME CHOCOLATES, I'LL GIVE YOU SHIT :D
Haha!

Haiz.
So far, there have been MANY relationship problems.
We're only 12, some 13. (SHERILYN'S 13? SOUNDS WEIRD.)
Haha.
I know some ppl will think I'm not mature, so don't understand?
Oh well.
Cause...
I'm Angeline, after all.
If you remember, I'm the crazy girl that always forgot her work,
scolded for talking too much,
pulling ppl's hair,
doing childish things.
:D
That is meeeeeee!
Angelineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
The awesomely, super, random gurl! :D
Haha.
Wanna watch Naruto.
BYE! PICS NEXT TIME!
~Random Rambutan, Jelly, Angelineeeee <333

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Hey hey everyone! I only have a few minutes online, then have to go and sleep. Haha. Anyway, I enjoyed myself at the countryside very much. Una came along too! I tried different things. Haha! Sledding! And camel riding! Note: Camel riding scares me like crazy! I was hugging the hump so tightly ok! Pics=tomorrow. I hope I have time. Just a short post. Bye!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Why are so many people so IRRESPONSIBLE?! Ok, fine, I dont care. But then, if you can't do it, DON'T MAKE A PROMISE! Please. Some people say will write to me. Until now, ONLY ONE PERSON HAS. Sherilyn Chew. Thanks a lot. :D
Anyway, I hate irresponsible people. They promised to help me, in the end, ask them, GIVE SO MANY EXCUSES. I know I'm not very responsible either, but then at least I try to be. Those people... Say WILL HELP ME. I also dont want to chase people to help me ok! You think I enjoy it ahs? Huh? You may probably think I'm such a bother. But then, I don't like it either. I hate chasing people. If Sherilyn was in SMSS, in the same class as me, SHE WOULD HELP ME. Until now, she's the only one in my friends list that is called "Responsible". OMG. What's happening to the world?!
Anyway, my violin string snapped. The last string. LOL. Hit my face but no cut. :D Haha. Then go and repair, the price was-S$1.50. WHA?! SO CHEAP MEHS?! Wah sia... Nearly FAINTED. Haha! Then at the music shop the girl was repairing, my sister saw a golden trumpet. S$250. But quite cheap rights? I think. LOL. She tried it, and my mum's considering buying it. So I told my mum, I'd give up buying my PSP for her trumpet. Haha. Not that I'm so good or what, but she's been upset bout what Jg said a few days ago. She has worked hard. Not that she could help coming to Mongolia rights. Not only Mr Goh "unmake" her sectional leader, he also siad that she ha to prove herself if she wants to get back her golden mouthpiece and that there was no way she sould be the solo or first cornet for SYf 2010 when she goes back. Its really sad, right? But then, Mr Goh isn't wrong either. He cant keep waiting for my sister. So I thought about it: If my sister gets the trumpet, I'll ask Mr Goh to email me the SYF scores and she will be able to practice by herself. I'll help her, too, and Maybe Mr Goh can help online. Haha. Record and send to him lorhs :D
What a difficult test God has put my sister too. Oh well. But then, in the end, we're the ones who become strong, isn't it? Haha.Bye!~
~Angeline

Monday, March 2, 2009

HAAALLLLLO!
Today's my mum's birthday! :D Haven't named bunny yet though. Lol. Went shopping again. I bought a wholeeeeeeeeeeeeee bag of stationary ok! Haha. Dunno why lorhs... anyway, my dad came back from work with a bouquet of 9 flowers! Wah wah... Didn't know my dad so romantic one lorhs. Haha. Bored like crazy. No one online either. Sianz. Totally SIAN. Dunno what to say either. Pics=ANOTHER DAY! Sayonara!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

HALLOWSSSS!
Lol. Yesterday was in a bored mood. Didn't talk much to Zan, but anyway, saw Sherilyn online! HAH. Ms oh-so-hardworking can come online and go random with me, I'm still so surprised. Lol. Anyway, we're planning a party of The Random People! At EAST COAST PARK! HAHAHA! East coast ALWAYS BRINGS BACK MEMORIESSSSSS! To invite would be Me, Belle, Sherilyn, Priya, Han Wen, Dion and Kimberley! Yeah! I went like, "Shall we invite Fishball and make her wear oh-so-hot bikini?!" Hahas. But FB's as big as the earth, so must buy XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXL then can fit.Hees. Oh well. And today, I bought a RABBIT! White one, damn cute. Name not decided. Age: 18days old! WOWZERS. Pics next time!