Ta Sanbainno!
Thats hello formarly in Mongolian! Haha. Anyways, last Thursday went to Erdenet. Its a countryside in Mongolia and takes a 5 hour car ride. I was suuuuuuppppppppeeeeeeeeerrrr tired when we reached there. Haha. But the whole trip, keep seeing flocks of sheep! And horses toos. (: But then no camel. Haha. But this time the trip was fun! :D
I deleted all my previous emo posts. YUCK. Don't like it. And last night dreamt of Sherilyn. Haha. God gave me the answer to cheer her up! Soooooooooo happies. Haha. And, well, some things happened... But don't care liaos larh! Hahaha... You know, I don't know how to speak English liao larhs. Here speak Chinese with family and use Mongolian and VERY VERY simple English... How am I gonna speak man... Time's running out. A few more weeks only larhs... Haha. And then I'm having trouble deciding what cca to join... I'm not a normal student. LATE ONE, okay? So my choices are Band, String Ensemble, Christian Fellowship, Red Cross and Drama. Lowered it down to Band, String Ensemble and Christian Fellowship. So annoyed... Oh well. Gtg! BIESTEH! (Bye in Mongolian!)
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Haha.
Backs again.
Went to Facebook and saw something that hurts.
Wait.
It shouldn't have hurt anyway.
Its just...
Argh. I expected too much.
Horrible Science says don't expect too much, so when it happens, its a pleasant surprise.
And look on the bright side. (they put the boat sinking and the guy shouted "OH GOOD! I LOVE SWIMMING!)
Oh...
Regi
Friday, May 8, 2009
Hellos everyone!
Thanks sooooooooooo much for your letter Sherilyn!
Anyway, I bought some souvenirs for only TWO ppl. Haha. ONLY THESE TWO. No one else... Ehs... Am I cruel like that? Sorry, its only for closer ppl. Haha.
They're adorable. Very. I got similiar presents for the both of them but different colours and a bit difference like that... I got similiar ones for myself toos. Mongolia is a place to remember...
And anyways, bye... I've got many things to think about...
~Jelly...
I dont understand you at all...
This is what I finally realised...
But with God, I may be able to understand...
At least, I hope so...
But if I can't even acheive these tasks...
How am I able to change others in future?
Thats why...
Thats why...
I must...
Thanks sooooooooooo much for your letter Sherilyn!
Anyway, I bought some souvenirs for only TWO ppl. Haha. ONLY THESE TWO. No one else... Ehs... Am I cruel like that? Sorry, its only for closer ppl. Haha.
They're adorable. Very. I got similiar presents for the both of them but different colours and a bit difference like that... I got similiar ones for myself toos. Mongolia is a place to remember...
And anyways, bye... I've got many things to think about...
~Jelly...
I dont understand you at all...
This is what I finally realised...
But with God, I may be able to understand...
At least, I hope so...
But if I can't even acheive these tasks...
How am I able to change others in future?
Thats why...
Thats why...
I must...
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Sometimes, we don't really know how fortunate we are...
Haha. Today, something funny but sad happened. It may be really funny, but please dont laugh. Haha. Here goes. Ok. I went out, and bought chocolate. Its like kindda those roundy roundy types. Haha. So my mum, sis and me each took one. Then I was eating mine halfway, this boy around 12 or 13 came and took my chocolate from me and ate it. I was totally caught by surprise, because it was eaten halfway. He only had one arm, and was very dirty and ragged. He left, running away and the all of us looked at one another and laughed. But after that I thought and thought. Its just like, when we are fighting for nice clothes, money, handphones and other things that we don't need, we aren't even sastisfied. Even if we had a handphone, we want a better one. If we had clothes, we want prettier and more expensive ones. And while we are fighting for these, they are fighting for their life, and their survival needs. Its kindda sad to this of this, and somehow I know God arranged it. It strengthened my desire to become a missionary. And I was glad, because I know I had gotten the right ambition.
This is a note for everyone! Please know how fortunate you are, and appreciate your family and friends. :D I've really realised the meaning of life... ...
Haha. Today, something funny but sad happened. It may be really funny, but please dont laugh. Haha. Here goes. Ok. I went out, and bought chocolate. Its like kindda those roundy roundy types. Haha. So my mum, sis and me each took one. Then I was eating mine halfway, this boy around 12 or 13 came and took my chocolate from me and ate it. I was totally caught by surprise, because it was eaten halfway. He only had one arm, and was very dirty and ragged. He left, running away and the all of us looked at one another and laughed. But after that I thought and thought. Its just like, when we are fighting for nice clothes, money, handphones and other things that we don't need, we aren't even sastisfied. Even if we had a handphone, we want a better one. If we had clothes, we want prettier and more expensive ones. And while we are fighting for these, they are fighting for their life, and their survival needs. Its kindda sad to this of this, and somehow I know God arranged it. It strengthened my desire to become a missionary. And I was glad, because I know I had gotten the right ambition.
This is a note for everyone! Please know how fortunate you are, and appreciate your family and friends. :D I've really realised the meaning of life... ...
Saturday, March 28, 2009
HALLLLLLLLLLLLO!!!!!!!!! :D
Funny things that happened hereeee! PLEASE READ:
1) One day, we were in the driver's car wth one of my dad's colleague. He's 20 something,
and his name is Jay, so I'll refer to my sister as CP, k?
CP: What's your name?
Jay: I'm Jay.
CP: Huh? What? Jane? Isn't that a girl's name?
Jay: No, Jay.
CP: Huh? Jade? You're a Jade?
Jay: NO, JAY.
CP: WHAT?! YOU'RE GAY?!?!
Jay: ... *sighs*
2) Ok, so continued from the car...
CP: Ok, Jay gay, can I tell you a joke?
Jay: Ok.
CP: (says joke to me and him)
Jay: Oh ok. (after joke)
Me: (didn't laugh either) erm... OK?
CP: (keeps on laughing at her own joke) HaHAHA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!AHAHA!
Me and Jay: ...
3) Another time, I was looking at the Alphabet keychains.
CP: What Christian name shall I have?
Me: Dunno...
CP: Hmmm.... Lets look at the alphabets...
(Since the alphabets were in random order, I came across the letter "Z")
CP: Ah HA! Letter "Z"... How bout Zaneta?! Its a NICE NAME FOR ME!
Me: ... Zan'll probably kill you...
Lol. Today I went to Yamaha Showroom! Woots<33333. Then I saw DRUM SETS. One full set=SDG$1,000. Then saw GUITARS. Acoustic. Haha. Cheapest=SDG$1o1... Most ex=SDG$559. HAHA! Lol. But I dunno how much drum sets and guitars are... Never buy before mahs. But I bought DRUMSTICKS. SDG$3.50 <33333333 DRUM STICKSS, I LOVE YOU!!!
Haha. SOO HAPPY. But then now neither Zan nor Sharon Chew X.X now Kimberley nor Sherwyn is online... = BOREDOM. No onee to talkieeeeee. Haha! Oh well. NARUTO TIME. BBBBBBBB!!!!!!!
Funny things that happened hereeee! PLEASE READ:
1) One day, we were in the driver's car wth one of my dad's colleague. He's 20 something,
and his name is Jay, so I'll refer to my sister as CP, k?
CP: What's your name?
Jay: I'm Jay.
CP: Huh? What? Jane? Isn't that a girl's name?
Jay: No, Jay.
CP: Huh? Jade? You're a Jade?
Jay: NO, JAY.
CP: WHAT?! YOU'RE GAY?!?!
Jay: ... *sighs*
2) Ok, so continued from the car...
CP: Ok, Jay gay, can I tell you a joke?
Jay: Ok.
CP: (says joke to me and him)
Jay: Oh ok. (after joke)
Me: (didn't laugh either) erm... OK?
CP: (keeps on laughing at her own joke) HaHAHA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!AHAHA!
Me and Jay: ...
3) Another time, I was looking at the Alphabet keychains.
CP: What Christian name shall I have?
Me: Dunno...
CP: Hmmm.... Lets look at the alphabets...
(Since the alphabets were in random order, I came across the letter "Z")
CP: Ah HA! Letter "Z"... How bout Zaneta?! Its a NICE NAME FOR ME!
Me: ... Zan'll probably kill you...
Lol. Today I went to Yamaha Showroom! Woots<33333. Then I saw DRUM SETS. One full set=SDG$1,000. Then saw GUITARS. Acoustic. Haha. Cheapest=SDG$1o1... Most ex=SDG$559. HAHA! Lol. But I dunno how much drum sets and guitars are... Never buy before mahs. But I bought DRUMSTICKS. SDG$3.50 <33333333 DRUM STICKSS, I LOVE YOU!!!
Haha. SOO HAPPY. But then now neither Zan nor Sharon Chew X.X now Kimberley nor Sherwyn is online... = BOREDOM. No onee to talkieeeeee. Haha! Oh well. NARUTO TIME. BBBBBBBB!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Kawaii
died
yesterday
right
on
my
hands
yesterday
morning...
.
At first,
I noticed her.
Lying still,
in the cage.
We thought,
she was only sleeping.
But,
she looked weak.
We took her out,
and placed her on the ground.
She tried to stand,
but fall sideways at each attempt.
I held back my tears,
knowing her time has probably comed,
but I didn't want to believe it.
I carried it up,
and it layed still.
I put my thumb to her heart,
and felt her heartbeat slowing, slowing.
I couldn't stand it.
I used my fingers,
and pressed her chest,
again and again.
Praying silently,
with tears streaming again and again.
"God, give me a miracle,
make her live,
because she's still young.
God, please give me a miracle.
God, where are you?
Can't you help me?"
I pumped and pumped,
and its heartbeat grew faster.
it started to breathe, too.
I mummured a prayer of thanks,
then put it down.
It tried to get up,
but fell again.
Tears couldn't stop coming.
I didn't like to cry.
I love being a cheerful girl that was always smiling,
but in the end,
I was still the crybaby.
I picked it up.
It stopped breathing.
I pumped harder and faster.
Still crying very hard.
And praying.
Then it started to breathe.
But soon,
Stopped.
I cried and cried and stopped to feel for a pulse,
but there was nothing.
I could hear my own heartbeat getting faster.
My sister said the harsh words:
"It is dead"
But I didn't stop pumping.
Then my mother spoke kindly,
that I had to let go of it.
I put in down and ran to the room
locked the door,
then slammed my head at my pillow,
And sobbed my heart out.
Crying, crying.
Praying.
"God, why did you have to do that?
I did take care of it properly.
I watched its diet.
I didn't mistreat it.
I loved it.
I was careful with it.
Why did you take all my 4 beloved pets away,
and gave me this life?
Without my friends,
without my pets.
With only my family.
What was it all?"
I didn't understand.
But,
I understood soon.
All thanks to the Bible.
God spoke to me indirectly.
and I was glad,
because their deaths were not wasted,
they were part of God's big plan for me,
and so,
I will be part of that big plan,
and do my job.
Thats just me.
To keep smiling forever~
And bring joy to others~
Be someone that helps everyone,
That's the goal of my life~
Thats it.
died
yesterday
right
on
my
hands
yesterday
morning...
.
At first,
I noticed her.
Lying still,
in the cage.
We thought,
she was only sleeping.
But,
she looked weak.
We took her out,
and placed her on the ground.
She tried to stand,
but fall sideways at each attempt.
I held back my tears,
knowing her time has probably comed,
but I didn't want to believe it.
I carried it up,
and it layed still.
I put my thumb to her heart,
and felt her heartbeat slowing, slowing.
I couldn't stand it.
I used my fingers,
and pressed her chest,
again and again.
Praying silently,
with tears streaming again and again.
"God, give me a miracle,
make her live,
because she's still young.
God, please give me a miracle.
God, where are you?
Can't you help me?"
I pumped and pumped,
and its heartbeat grew faster.
it started to breathe, too.
I mummured a prayer of thanks,
then put it down.
It tried to get up,
but fell again.
Tears couldn't stop coming.
I didn't like to cry.
I love being a cheerful girl that was always smiling,
but in the end,
I was still the crybaby.
I picked it up.
It stopped breathing.
I pumped harder and faster.
Still crying very hard.
And praying.
Then it started to breathe.
But soon,
Stopped.
I cried and cried and stopped to feel for a pulse,
but there was nothing.
I could hear my own heartbeat getting faster.
My sister said the harsh words:
"It is dead"
But I didn't stop pumping.
Then my mother spoke kindly,
that I had to let go of it.
I put in down and ran to the room
locked the door,
then slammed my head at my pillow,
And sobbed my heart out.
Crying, crying.
Praying.
"God, why did you have to do that?
I did take care of it properly.
I watched its diet.
I didn't mistreat it.
I loved it.
I was careful with it.
Why did you take all my 4 beloved pets away,
and gave me this life?
Without my friends,
without my pets.
With only my family.
What was it all?"
I didn't understand.
But,
I understood soon.
All thanks to the Bible.
God spoke to me indirectly.
and I was glad,
because their deaths were not wasted,
they were part of God's big plan for me,
and so,
I will be part of that big plan,
and do my job.
Thats just me.
To keep smiling forever~
And bring joy to others~
Be someone that helps everyone,
That's the goal of my life~
Thats it.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Heys everyone.
Haven't posted for long eh? I have 3 pieces of news:
1. Usagi died.
2. We bought 2 more rabbit, Kousagi and Kawaii. Kousagi belongs to me and Kawaii belongs to my sister.
3. Kousagi died the following day (today) and Kawaii is PERFECTLY FINE.
Surprised? I'm practically some kind of unlucky jinx. Lol. First Biscuit, then Usagi, then Kousagi. Darn it. Totally, totally stupid and annoying. WHAT THE HECK DID I DO WRONG?! Should have listened to Zan when she told me not to buy anymore. Great. Everything would be perfectly fine. But I didn't listen. Now I hate myself more than ever. And my dad and my sis insists on me buying ANOTHER ONE. WHAT?! No thank you. I'm scared stiff, and so is my mum. Haha. But my dad said learning how to be able to accept losing something is good. Yeah, but doesn't mean we keep killing the poor bunnies. Haha. Maybe I'm unsuitable for keeping pets. Oh well. Looks like I'll continue to be the jelly that wobbles and bounces around. Haha. And I won't cry anymore. I'm the Always-Smiling-Jelly! Lol. What happened to me suddenly? Haha. Ok, byebye!
Haven't posted for long eh? I have 3 pieces of news:
1. Usagi died.
2. We bought 2 more rabbit, Kousagi and Kawaii. Kousagi belongs to me and Kawaii belongs to my sister.
3. Kousagi died the following day (today) and Kawaii is PERFECTLY FINE.
Surprised? I'm practically some kind of unlucky jinx. Lol. First Biscuit, then Usagi, then Kousagi. Darn it. Totally, totally stupid and annoying. WHAT THE HECK DID I DO WRONG?! Should have listened to Zan when she told me not to buy anymore. Great. Everything would be perfectly fine. But I didn't listen. Now I hate myself more than ever. And my dad and my sis insists on me buying ANOTHER ONE. WHAT?! No thank you. I'm scared stiff, and so is my mum. Haha. But my dad said learning how to be able to accept losing something is good. Yeah, but doesn't mean we keep killing the poor bunnies. Haha. Maybe I'm unsuitable for keeping pets. Oh well. Looks like I'll continue to be the jelly that wobbles and bounces around. Haha. And I won't cry anymore. I'm the Always-Smiling-Jelly! Lol. What happened to me suddenly? Haha. Ok, byebye!
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